Painful!

I always feel that feels..

Why? why? why?

Sorry if i had made a lot of mistakes to you..

But i still wondering why you call her like that...

Its really painful...

Because it came from u..

:(

Should i forgive u?

Its been a year...

Go far??

Too sad...

Tak tahu nak describe mcm mane perasaan ni...

aku rase macam nak jerit jerit...

Please dont go..but what to do.. nak buat macam mane..

redha je la....

Aku takut anything happpen in between us..

WAAAAAA....takutnya.... :(

Tutti Fruiti!

This ice-cream, aku mmg suka sbb dye yogurt.. Sedap gile.. But yang aku nak share kat sini is about the price..:) *lain orang,lain selera and kesukaan kan?*

Kalau aku pergi situ,beli ice cream tu,pakai duit aku sendiri.. Perggggggghh... Mahal nye tak hingat!!!

BUT...

Yesterday my mum belanja aku TF tu, aku amek banyak gile, campur macam2... Baru RM17.25 .. Mmg tercenggang la aku... Aku tgk kat penimbang dye tu, mcm 35 cmtu.. Dah standby duit da kan.. Tibe org tu ckp, RM17.25 .. HAH????? Memang terkejut la aku kan..... Aku senyum panjang la lps tu kan.. Hahaha...

So.. here my photos with adek aku makan TF tu...

*separuh dah tinggal.. hmmmm... sedapppppppppp..*

So,minggu depan akan continue lagi cerita ttg shopping dan melantak di tempat baru sblm raya... hihi.

stay tuned.. stay cool! :)

MUUUUUUAAAHH!

You made my day...

hi guys....

rase dah lame gile tak update my blog ni..hihi..

Just nak share kat sini, yesterday i went to shopping with my family.. Best gile...

Shopping tempat biase la.. hmm... Rahsia... But ape pun i was so happy sbb adek2 aku dapat cari baju dorang kan..

beria nak raya, puasa entah puasa entah tak.. hahaha...

Ape2 pun.. Yg plg best sekali,my mum ade bought me something yg aku dah 3 tahun tunggu nak tukar baru..

Takdelah mahal mane pun,but aku suka gile..

There's the thing....

*yg warne biru tu, paling latest mascara from TBS..:)*

Thanks you so much mama.. You made my day...

Special...

hai guys... tak lame lagi aku rase mcm nak update 1 video utk kawan2 aku...yg berada di mane2 la.. hehe.. esp kepada budak rumah 62... :)

stay tuned!

Speechless~~~

Jom la kite layan lagu dari westlife ni : You don't know(Unreleased song)

Layan jangan tak layan~~

Miss..? ?

Hye guys! Dah lame tak update bende baru kan. bukan la baru sangat tapi boley la. :)

It's about 1 and a half month duduk kat rumah. Sangat best! Rase liat nak continue study.

But ape boley buat !

That is my responsibility !

So what to do? Scooby-Do-?

:)

Hari ni rase nak cerita pasal rindu.

Hmmm, jiwang time!

(susah nak dapat feel ni)

So, nak tanya kat korang sume,pernah tak rase rindu?

1,2,3 GO..

Rindu ni sebenarnya bukanlah untuk boyfir,or girlieY sahaja,

but it's general!

Cerita pasal rindu ni, i was remembering my late grandpa,

died in (2010),

Miss him so much~~

Banyak gila kenangan aku dan adik2 aku bersama dia.

Pagi bersarapan sama, belikan my lil bro mainan,

n etc. TERLALU BANYAK!

But, bila dia dah tak ade, semua rasa kehilangannya.

Paling rase kehilangan is my lil sista,NIeya!

She's so sad until now!

Dia paling rapat dengan atuk, but unfortunately, dia tak ade kat sini.

Bila atuk pergi tinggalkan kami selama-lamanya.

nIEya jadi tak tentu arah sikit. but lame2 okay la..

Just pray for him.

Hope he will be bless by ALLAH!

credit to= Abdul Mutallib b, Hj Sanusi

Focus to bf or gf yg selalu sangat ade rindu tu..

Hehe..

Kita selalu rase bengang bila kite rindu kat dia,

dia buat tak layan n plus bila dia rindu kat dia,

kita kene layan dia.

Hmm,boring kan macam tu.

Lebih baik macam ni,

Hidup SINGLE plus RAMAI KAWAN.

BEZA NYA IALAH,

bila kita rindu kat kawan kita, kawan kita akan cakap,

'aku pun rindu kau babe, serious! dah lame tak dengar cerita kau. Kau okay?'

Best kan camtu,

kalau ade bf or gf yg suka tak layan ini,

ANNOYING gile!

Hate that!

Okay la,rase mengantok pulak!

:)

Choooooooaaaawwww~~

Miss..? ?

Hye guys! Dah lame tak update bende baru kan. bukan la baru sangat tapi boley la. :)

It's about 1 and a half month duduk kat rumah. Sangat best! Rase liat nak continue study.

But ape boley buat !

That is my responsibility !

So what to do? Scooby-Do-?

:)

Hari ni rase nak cerita pasal rindu.

Hmmm, jiwang time!

(susah nak dapat feel ni)

So, nak tanya kat korang sume,pernah tak rase rindu?

1,2,3 GO..

Rindu ni sebenarnya bukanlah untuk boyfir,or girlieY sahaja,

but it's general!

Cerita pasal rindu ni, i was remembering my late grandpa,

died in (2010),

Miss him so much~~

Banyak gila kenangan aku dan adik2 aku bersama dia.

Pagi bersarapan sama, belikan my lil bro mainan,

n etc. TERLALU BANYAK!

But, bila dia dah tak ade, semua rasa kehilangannya.

Paling rase kehilangan is my lil sista,NIeya!

She's so sad until now!

Dia paling rapat dengan atuk, but unfortunately, dia tak ade kat sini.

Bila atuk pergi tinggalkan kami selama-lamanya.

nIEya jadi tak tentu arah sikit. but lame2 okay la..

Just pray for him.

Hope he will be bless by ALLAH!

credit to= Abdul Mutallib b, Hj Sanusi

Focus to bf or gf yg selalu sangat ade rindu tu..

Hehe..

Kita selalu rase bengang bila kite rindu kat dia,

dia buat tak layan n plus bila dia rindu kat dia,

kita kene layan dia.

Hmm,boring kan macam tu.

Lebih baik macam ni,

Hidup SINGLE plus RAMAI KAWAN.

BEZA NYA IALAH,

bila kita rindu kat kawan kita, kawan kita akan cakap,

'aku pun rindu kau babe, serious! dah lame tak dengar cerita kau. Kau okay?'

Best kan camtu,

kalau ade bf or gf yg suka tak layan ini,

ANNOYING gile!

Hate that!

Okay la,rase mengantok pulak!

:)

Choooooooaaaawwww~~

Think about go kart?

today i'm going to talk about.. Go kart.

Ape perasaan maik go kart tu ek? Macam best je bunyi nye.

Abah selalu marah bila kitorang talk about go kart ni. Tak tahu sebab ape. hehe.

But kan tak kesah la pasal tu. Aku teringin sangat nak main go kart owh.

Tibe tibe ade 'mystery man' call aku and ajak aku gi main go kart tiap tiap minggu. Best weyh!

Meletupppppppppssssssss aku rase ni! Ha!

Tapi mimpi jela boley dapat adawiyah oi! Mengarut sokmo kau ni! :)

Just kalau boley, nak request kat mr.SnuggLEable,

'boley tak incik boyfie belanja saya main go kart? i tak mintak banyak kali pun,sebulan sekali boley? '

Ini kalau dia baca mahu pengsan+demam seminggu owh! Hahaha. Yak putih dia nanti! :)

Ok lah sampai sini aje.

Peace yaow!

moody..

hye guys...

actually kan dah lame owh tak rase moody..

sbb dulu asik gaduh je ngn pn.Mama. now duduk rumah,okay je. :) (good to hear that)

Malam ni rase moody sgt sbb rase mcm tak guna!

Faham tak maksudnye ape? Macam diri ini tak guna langsung. Camtu la.

So malam ni rase macam nak marah sangat nak tengking orang tu, tapi dia jauh!

Plus aku tak nak panjang kan cerita. Biar jelah aku tanggung. Nanti lame lame okay la kan.

The thing yang aku selalu fikir bila aku dalam masalah is I WANT TO BE ALONE!

Aku nak hidup aku yang dulu. Walaupun aku ade banyak masalah tapi semua boley handle.

But now, masalah yang dtg sume besar bagi aku but kecik bagi dia. Tapi nak buat macam mane takdir!

Okay la.. cukup sampai sini.. bye!

To ............

Sometimes, people are very eager to get to know you even though he knows you arehard to capture your heart ..

However, those words are very easy to play. began to come so sweet! but long time, ifyou have a 'thing ' is considered to belong to him, he made ​​you like you're not one for him.

Why always be like this? Not Poor to her when treated like that?

Why the high expectations are always promised but actually it was only just a lie?

In fact, the heart of this woman very happy to be touched. no need to provide 100million gift to make himself limber but ...

just appreciate the honor as a woman ...

.....................................................

Aku memang teruk...

i know tat...

Just respect me...

Dah banyak kali owh cakap..

Penat...

Bile nampak depan mate.. okay fine.

Malas nak bising....

Ape ape yang berunsur 'angkat2' ni.. I DON'T LIKE! SERIOUS SHIT! MEMANG TAK SUKA!

But ape boley buat, aku teruk! But kau baik.

sorry kalau terasa ye....

bye...

Golden word!

It's a pain..

When you love someone that hurt you so much, but you still give him/her 1 more chances..

It's a pain..

When you love someone who loved you at the beginning, but in the end you love her/him more than he/she love you too...

It's a pain..

When you give someone a chance to change, but he/she took it as a chance to stab us back..

It's a hurtful..

When you gave 110% of your love to who ever that you love with all of your heart , but he/she didn't appreciate you not even once...

*Renung-renungkan dan selamat meramal*

p/S : I'M NOT CREDITed IT to A SPECIAL PERSON OKAY! IT'S A GENERAL!

Pagi yang hening..

Hari ini aku rasa sgt bosan sbb tak ade ape ape nak kene buat.

Bajet rajin la tu kan. Hahaha

but tibe tibe je pn.MAMA cakap nak jalan pegi beli barang cik.Nieya.

So about pukul 2 bertolak ke rawang.(mcm pergi KL pulak kan)

Best.. best.. best...

Okay thats it..

Love then...

Memory in jengka.. Part 1

Tak tahu la ape masalah aku ni. Gila kejap.

Just nak show video2 yg penah di ambil pada suatu mase dahulu.

Hihi. Jeng jeng.

credit to: ida (jangan marah aku ye)

credit to: farahin a.k.a twin ziana zain..:)

credit to nekyah & ain & farahin

credit to atien: but. ade video burn je. nnty adda korek korek kat tempat lain ye

cari atien nye video. hihi

Enjoy la ye.. hihi

STREESS !!

hi guys.

aku tak tahu la nape aku ni rase nervous yg amat sgt nak tgk result esok...

Tak tahu la result aku okay ke tak.

Hopely okay la.

Dean tu tak kot. Tapi kalau MAHA ESA bagi rezeki. Alhamdulilah.

Aku punyela takut sampai aku rasa nak lari dari rumah.

Yang peliknya bila aku cakap dgn PN.mama, She's allowed me!!

Terkejut ya!

Anyway. I just hope that my result will be okay.

But!

Tomorrow, bila aku dah tengok result aku. Aku nak pergi tengok wayang. Tak peduli!

:))

Itu saje utk entry kali ini..

Chaaooow...

Touching

Just want to know how are you today? how's your paper?

Hmmm. I'm too disturbing u right..

I'm sorry...

My bad...... :(

B u s i n e s s .....

hye to all viewers....

Actually, just wanna to tell you guys that i made a trial of making the cupcakes...

Alhamdulilah.. Jadi.. Tq for the 'campak-campak' resipe. But still kene perbaiki lagi...

So far, aku dah bagi cousin2 n aunty2 i rase my cupcakes...

Ade yang berminat. OOOPSSS. But, mummy kate kene cube belajar buat decoration icing tu supaya nampak lebih cantik.

So,mummy dengan semangatnye dah register kan my name, belajar kat KOLEJ KOMUNITI, Selayang for the .....

CLASS :'making cakes, fondant and decorative icing' class.(Special okay)

DATE: 17,18 AND 19 June 2011

Hope usaha-usaha ini berjaya ye untuk aku jadi macam DC CUPCAKES tu.. hihi

Wish me luck/.

........ 2

TQ sbb call me such a good name..

You right and i'm wrong..

Thank you for everything..

Whatever that you wanted to say is your right to speak..

We are not perfect right,but God give us a healthy brain to use it in the right way..:)

i love you.. A L I F F

?

Busy???

SpeechLess.......

THANK YOU

Called her A T I K A H C A N T I K !

She's pretty enough right? She's is new with me. Love the way she presents herself, i mean the way she talks n many more. The 1st impression about her is SHE IS WILD! BUT actually she is really nice. Serious shit ! There's one things that i really admired her is regarding her relationship between _ _ _ _ _ ! Thanks sayang.. You changed me a lot. Nice to know you and thanks for everything!

miss you damn much doh!

Called her D A y A H

. I know her since part 1. My first thought about her is SHE IS SILENCE! BUT knowing her since we are on part 2, she is talkative enough especially in the terms of politics and global issues! She hates 'things' who talked so much bad things towards MALAYSIA! :) Plus, she also is a 'sister to be' for

F A T I N S U H A N A (the model's of D A R A ). She's pretty too n personally i said that she is a good friend!

MISS YOU DAMN MUCH! RINDU NAK GADUH GADUH NGN KAU ! :)

Called her A T I E N

She is damn beauty and cute among us! Sangat manja okay, *thats why burn sayang*ooppss! sorry. She is so nice and polite. Love her so much. Banyak sangat yang dia dah buat untuk aku. Fyi, she always be my 'nurse' when i'm sick! Patah kaki la ape la. Sume dia jaga. Thanks so much sayang. Tak dapat balas ur jasa owh.

MISS YOU DAMN MUCH!

*Tetibe je bahasa melayu keluar..hahahaha*

Called her E I D A

Love her so much! Thanks so much because you always be in my side, no matter what. She is my bestbestfriends! I'll never found someone that have an pureness of honesty in my entire life! Sometimes its hard for me or other to accept the fact that she told us but she is E I D A ! Everybody knows her. Babe, in hat ever situation and story that i'd shared with you i hope you will keep it as a secret same as you put your money in the 'B i L i k K e b a L'. SAFE AND _ _ _ _ !

Miss you damn much! <3

Thanks for everything...

Love you guys till end of my life..

You know me better rite... <3

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hai hai all... Boring la about 2 weeks duduk di rumah aje.. Sangat boring.. Nak cari kerja malas..! Malas! Tapi lame lame duduk rumah pun boring jugak.. Dah pk pk nak cari kerja end of this month.. Tapi tak tau nak kerja ape..? *dilemma* sob2... Tak pe lah.. Tu cerita nanti... Kite pun pk nanti la ye.. :)

Today's story ....

Pasal ape ek? Aku pun tak tahu. Hihi. Emm,rase cam ade topik menarik je nak cite kat sini...

EMM~~ Macam mane nak start ye.. ~

Aku tak tahu nak cerita kat sape pasal bende ni.. Maybe its being complicated. Tapi inilah risiko nye kan. Aku tahu.

Susahnya kalau kita ni dah diLABEL.. Orang yang suke cari pasal. Aku bukannya ape.. Just want to inform him..

Dear _ _ _ ,

Aku tau aku ni bukan la sempurna macam yang engkau sangkakan. Aku manusia biasa yang ade banyak gila kelemahan. Aku tak tahu nak cakap macam mane.

Now. kau dah lain. Aku dapat rasa bende tu. No time for me. FULLSTOP. Maybe aku demand. Tu aku tau. Tapi the question is...

" Di mana kau yang dulu??? "

Aku tak suka mengungkit bende bende remeh macam ni, tapi aku dah tak tahan. Maybe kalau aku cakap depan depan kau, kau cakap aku ni demand, kalau cakap belakang belakang pun nanty kau akan cakap yang kenapa tak cakap..? Hmmm... Semua serba salah.. :(

Aku buat semua untuk kau. Everything. Tapi tak cukup agak nya apa yang aku buat dekat kau or kau sendiri tak menghargai apa yang aku bagi kat kau. Aku jage kau dengan cara aku sendiri. Tapi aku xpenah minta balasan. Just hope one day kau akan dapat buat bende yang same dekat aku at least sikit pun tak ape. Just appreciate me. AKU TAK MINTA BANYAK!

Mungkin kau dah ade orang lain yang dapat jage kau perfect lagi dari aku. Tapi kau taknak cakap. Kau takut aku marah kau. Tobe honest, sangat sakit utk aku lepaskan kau. Tapi kalau dah tak ade jodoh. Aku REDHA!

Just be honest if you want space from me. I will let you.

:(

3 years? diploma?

hai all... how are you? ish.. macam ape je.. tak pelah.. mengarut je! 

Its been a long journey and many things that happened during my last semester in diploma..hehe..

everythings is the best memory... 

3 years? TUP TAP TUP TAP.. Dah 3 tahun aku n kawan-kawan ade di suatu tempat yg bernama JENGKA. The peace place ever.. 3 tahun wey, banyak kenangan yang dapat di coret dalam masa 3tahun ni. Kenal kawan-kawan baru,dunia MMS masa part 1 (sgt kelakar) , kem KID, senang cerita banyak benda yg jadi lah.. Suka duka tu biasa la adat dunia..

Every sem kenal dengan kawan baru.. I mean bukan la kawan baru, tapi mengenali rakan rakan yg se 'batch' ni.. Sangat best.. Dorang semua sporting.. yes...hihi..

Perlu ke mention nama dorang suma hah? Kalau aku tulis nanti,panjang sangat entry aku ni.. Takpela.. Lain kali la ye.. <3

Ape ape pun memori di jengka sangat best.. love it.. Lupakan la yang duka duka tu.. Yang suka lagi banyak dari duka.. Hope kawan kawan yg lain pun dapat meneruskan kerjaya masing masing lepas ini okay? Hope korang berjaya dalam apa apa bidang yang korang ambil nanti okie.. 

 J E N G K A~~~ IN M E M O R Y~~ 2008-2011~~

Presentation cancel? arggghhhhh

Rase dah lame gile x update blog aku no....berhabuk plus berbulu dah dia ni....hahaha

ok2.. dari aku terus memvevel..lbh baik cite terus kn?

hahaha...

Ok.. pada tanggal 05 march 2011 aka SEMALAM... Telah berlaku satu berita yang menggemparkan...

Smlm aku byk gile plan...nak gi continue assignment ngan ida...jmpe farah my besties..SANGAT BANYAK ACTUALLY...

but.. si jejaka amek aku lambat so perjalanan pn menjadi lambat jugak..hihi...

So about kul 11pg cmtu,aku samapi umah farah jmpe dye jap...ptg kang dye dah nek flight nak balik INDON..
'' Jika enggak penuh ilmu di dada tidak sampai ke terusan suez'' hahahah....pengaruh cite kak limah...hihi

So afta that,aku pn bergerak la ke rumah ida...my besties gak...

Elok2 aku nak sampai umah dye,tbe2 dye call aku....cam ni la perbualan kami:

Ida : Babe, kau katne?

Aku: Dah dekat da ngn umah kau ni... Jap lagi aku sampai tau.

Ida : Owh,ok! Aku siap2... weyh,acl aku ade bnde nk gtau kau ni...its a bad news for u i think...

Aku: Dah knpe plak? ..........

Ida : Tp klu aku ckp,mesti kau xnk jmpe aku kan..? Xpe2 nnty aku ckp...

Aku : (Mendesak)... Wey,gtau la nape wey!

............. JENGJENGJENG.............

Ida : Presentation xde mggu depan!!!!...

Aku : Hah?...............

Ida : Iye... XDE PRESENTATION MGGU DEPAN!

Aku : .............................

Ida : Tak kire nak jmpe kau gak! huhu

Aku : @#$$^&*())()*^^&! WEY, PENAT DO SEKANG MATA BUAT SAMPAI 2.30PG DO 

MLM TD!

Ida : Aku dah agak da mesti kau bengang nye! HAHAHAHA

Aku : (hati panas nak meletup)...Dah2 siap...kang alip amek! ok...

...........

Ida: OK!

Tula dye berita yg menggemparkan! TAPI... sbnrnye bgus gak..aku buat pn mencacai je pun..takpe ade mase ni...aku nak perbaiki case study aku tu..hihi..so akhirnye inilah yg terjadi kepada kami bertiga! hahaha

*kat mcd ampang*

*poyo'ss*

**Credit to: ida**

Sorry la babe pica kau xde la...hihi...

Anyway enjoy the date with u..ida n si jejaka..

:)

So akhirnye itu la yang terjadi kepada kami bertiga.. LEPAK DI MCD AMPANG! makan the mcvalue lunch+ice cream! yeay!

ok da~~~~